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I am unlike everyone else on this planet because I have done nothing but travel, read, think and party. I have avoided jobs, family and friends because they all demanded I compromise myself. but I read Emerson at 14:

To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.

So I have been myself for at least 43 years and it has cost a lot of relationships. I won’t play along with things I don’t agree with.

I don’t blame all of you for buying in. I blame some of you for selling out. But the thing I resent is that since you bought in or sold out you decided to apply condescending judgements against me as an outsider to what you chose to be a part of.

You married assholes all expect me to revere married life as some higher place. You people with families have a LOUD, UNIVERSAL CLAMOR about the virtues of family. Families are mostly fucked collections of bullshit responsibilities to people who share some DNA.

Your recriminations and requests for me to “grow up” or to join your so-called society are an offensive affront. Your societies are horseshit. You are filled with lies disguised as social truths.

You are so deluded now that you wouldn’t know a truth if it came up and bit you on the nose.

You think Oswald killed Kennedy. You think those towers fell down by themselves. You think democracy exists and capitalism hasn’t OWNED it for decades. You think you have free will.

You believe in gods out of fear of looking at the truth.

There is no God. There is no anthropomorphic he or she to praise or punish we.

You are so profoundly manipulated by your compromises that to speak to you about truths is impossible because – and this I just can’t believe – you will deny it, call me crazy and cover your ears.

You maintain the falsity out of fear of looking at the truth and being responsible for it.

The only sad thing is the lack of shame you have for all this.

I may be totally alone. But I know the truth and I fear nothing. Sucks ta be you.